Obsession - It Happens

Hello Jammers! Jammie263 here!

First of all, I really loved thebeatles0042's most recent post!

It's really true, and I think I remember posting something like that on this blog a few months ago.

To my best friend, the thebeatles0042:

I'm really sorry that I may of neglected you when I was with my other friends.

It's just that I guess I took for the granted the fact that you would never delete me, ignore me, because we know each other so well.

Some of my buddies are just people I look up to, I feel like they could just delete me without a blink of an eye.

Not going to name names, but this original buddy of mine deleted me about 5 times, and are currently not my buddy. First they're my buddy, and sometimes I don't even do anything wrong but they just log off and delete me.

I haven't changed much from playing AJ, just that I got obsessed over it because I loved chatting with buddies.

Then at another stage, I got obsessed over getting a top hat, my original dream item.

Then I got one, and my new dream top was the solid black top hat.

After I got that (yes I did get that), I really wanted to get a striped blue top hat.

Then I wanted a red top hat, which I have not yet succeeded on getting.

Later on, I started to get a bit bored of AJ, and after hearing some of my buddies who didn't have many rares, I felt like everyone thought of me as just another rare face.

I didn't want that, so I started blogging (inspired by you thebeatles0042)

and I got obsessed over it. I loved it so much, having so many people appreciating me again, learning new technology.

I promise you that if I get a lava or another spike, I'll give it to you.

I don't love lavas that much so it won't be too much. I'm sorry I'm not able to give you my spike, it's my favorite spike of all of them, the best looking (in my opinion), and I use it on a lot of my animals. If I get 2 of them I will still give you it!

I feel that sometimes I may have given my friends a bad impression.

Coincidently, it was a similar time period where I got membership that I got a whole lot rarer, but my first quite rare item I got when I was a non member.

Sadly I hadn't started blogging then, so I don't have a picture of the trade I got.

Just picture this:

I'm looking at my new mail, replying to some of my buddies.

Then suddenly out of no where, this trade comes.

It is offering non member bat wings (I checked 5 times XD) for my purple glove.

This was when purple gloves had just left stock.

I was so overjoyed, my heart was pounding and I have butterflies in my stomach. I quickly accepted, and scurried off with my treasure.

Later on, I told almost all my friends about what had happened.

Here were some reactions:

"Whoa! That's so cool!"

"OMG you are so lucky!"

"Congrats! :)"

"Did they ask for it back?"

"Really!? O_O"

And the most sad ones of all..

"Did you scam it?" 

"Did you hack it?"

I'm not a scammer, I'm not a hacker, I have never accidently done that from greediness.

Ever.

Sometimes I get so mad when I realize people don't believe what I say. True, when someone says something that I'm not sure of, I do say "Really?". Because there are scammers out there.

But to know you aren't one and have someone accuse you of doing it just makes me personally feel mad and angry inside.

Most people's reaction were:

"OMG you're so lucky!"

Sometimes people who have them say after that:

"I over payed for mine!"

I do care about rares, I do love my items, but that doesn't mean I don't care about you guys. I love you all, not in the awkward way but in the friendship way. :)

True, if someone is quitting, I won't give them all my rares to stop them.

It's your own choice, and giving you a rare isn't going to show an gratitude.

It shows that I think you only are doing that because you have no rares.

I hope this isn't too long for you guys, I just have a lot to say. 

I feel like I'm MisterArcticClaw/GoldFishyPuppy/RI.

I don't know why, I just do although her posts are way more formal and have much better grammar.

I hope if you guys are mad at me, you will forgive me. 

You are all my best friends.

Sincerely,